I Want To Be An Astronaut

I feel like going through college, and especially senior year

People are always asking the "typical questions"

"What's your major? What do you want to do with your life? etc."

When I was growing up if people asked me what I was going to be 

I said "a singer"

I wish I could go back to the days of just wanting to be "a singer"

p.s. I cant sing to save my life, so I was clearly just listening to too many B. Spears CD's

Lately I think I have been going backwards and retracing my steps

Its like, when you go through college and you tell everyone who asks you the career that you are going to be 

You start to question if that is honestly what you want to be. 

Or if you just wanted to have a perfect lined out answer for the millions of "typical questions" you get in a month.

And I'm pretty much 99% positive I'm in category 2.

So now I have found myself, when people ask "What do you want to do?"

I just say "I dunno"

Awkward silence always follows.

Right now I feel like a little girl 

And if I were to honestly tell someone what I wanted to be 

The last thing they would take me as is serious.

So here goes...

I want to be

A mom

A wife

A wedding planner

An owner of a cute boutique

 A home decorator

A personal stylist

And the list could go on

But clearly none of those answers have to do with me becoming a counselor at a middle school.

Maybe one of these days I will get back to that answer

But right now I have no clue what I want to do 

What I do know though is that I am so fortunate to have to most supportive fiance out there!!

If I told him I wanted to go to the moon, he would say "yeah! you would look great on the moon!"

So,

I guess for right now 

While I'm still in school and not knowing 

I will keep saying "I dunno"